The only female bout of the night during November 15, 2025’s Twins Championship 103 in Sri Aman was in the minimumweight division, with 18-year-old Patricia Jaquilina from Kuching representing Sarawak against a tough opponent from Sabah, Meredy.
She didn’t come away with a win, but here’s what she told us about the fight — the lessons she learned, the challenges she faced, and how she plans to come back stronger.
What was the first thing that went through your mind the moment the referee lifted your opponent’s hand?
I felt a pang of disappointment, of course, but I was also proud of myself for reaching this stage. Even though I didn’t win this match, I know how much effort and training it took to get here, and that counts for a lot.
When you sat down alone after the fight, what part of the match replayed in your head first?
I kept thinking about the crowd — so many fans cheering me on. It was moving, but it also made me wish I could have brought them victory. That image stayed with me the most.
What was harder for you — the physical exhaustion or the mental disappointment?
The mental frustration was definitely the hardest part. My body could handle the fight, but knowing I fell short of what I wanted to achieve really weighed on me.
What did your coach say to you right after the loss, and how did it land?
Coach Wilbur Andogan reminded me not to give up and to focus on improving for the next match. His encouragement made me feel motivated, and it reminded me why I train so hard with Team Sarawak.
What part of your performance still bothers you today?
I felt nervous at times, which made me tire more quickly than I should. That affected my rhythm and left me feeling that I didn’t perform to my full potential.
What did the loss teach you about your own weaknesses — in and out of the ring?
It showed me where I need to improve so that the same mistakes don’t happen again. It also reminded me to stay humble, keep pushing forward, and rise no matter the setbacks.
How did your next training session feel compared to usual — heavier, sharper, or more emotional?
It was all of that. I focused on improving my mental focus, endurance, and speed — everything I could work on after that fight.
What’s one small adjustment you’ve made in training because of that defeat?
I realised I was focusing too much on heavy punches and building body endurance, which slowed me down. Now, I’m making speed and quick footwork a bigger part of my sessions.
Which emotion stayed with you the longest after the loss — anger, regret, or relief?
I was a little angry at myself for disappointing my supporters — my coach, my team, and my family. But I also felt relieved and grateful that they still believed in me. I have no regrets, because I fought as hard as I could and reached a professional level, even in defeat.
What would you tell your past self in the moments right after the fight?
I’d tell myself to keep practising diligently, stay disciplined, and remain respectful and consistent in training. Every fight, win or lose, is a step towards growing as a boxer and as a person.
